I feel very much at peace with myself right now. That's something hard to come by, especially after spending years struggling to come to terms with certain facts. One of which concerns my father's passing and that's still difficult to fully accept but in this moment, I am at peace with myself. I almost never head out on my own because there's no specific reason to but yesterday was one of the rare days I took time off for myself and headed to town to do a little shopping while getting some things done. There was no way to avoid the overcrowded streets. I started at Orchard Gateway, dropped by Robinsons, headed to Takashimaya next before ending off at ION but people were streaming in from every corner. I don't particularly hate crowds but it sometimes gets overwhelming to be in a sea of strangers. Anyway, it was a good 3 hours spent in town while sipping on my Alisan milk tea from Gong Cha . (I have to say my obsession with Alisan Milk Tea is skyrocket...

That's right, school is finally  out for now. I cannot even begin to describe how exhilarating it is to know I don't have to struggle to wake up before 7 on some mornings just to get to school for a single 9 a.m. lesson. More importantly, I am also less conflicted about prioritising my other modules over FYP. I went to bed last night feeling at so much peace with myself because I didn't have to wake up to anymore alarms. It honestly felt surreal waking up past 9 this morning. The last week of school, which was just last week actually, was mad crazy with a couple of hiccups but I'm glad I somehow survived the ordeal. Things went down pretty quickly from Monday. I had an FYP meeting in school and only got home at 4 that afternoon. I was in a major rush because there was so much cleaning up and organising to do at home. The aftermath of one week of renovations resulted in several clutters throughout the house. I expressed my intentions to leave my meeting earlier...