Catharsis. I've been meaning to update but inertia and procrastination is a lethal combination. I suppose it's also because I was so overwhelmed with uncontrollable emotions that it put a lock on the tap to let the words run smoothly. Heck, maybe I didn't even want to elucidate my thoughts because the clearer they became, the more apparent the insecurities grew. But I'm here now. Not yet sure where to begin but it's mostly good news; good enough for me to finally  return to zen mode. (About time, man. About time.) Just glad I made it in time to fully soak in the celebratory festive season. A few weeks ago, I was experiencing a one-of-a-kind low. I spent a lot of time focusing on me  the last couple of years. In that time, I gained great independence and learned to appreciate being on my own.  There is great satisfaction in being able to enjoy time alone with my (sometimes frightening) thoughts. It is in those moments that I learned to confront my...