God knows just how many times I've attempted to update this space only to end up with more incomplete posts in my drafts box. Today, however, I hope it'll be different. It's almost 10 p.m. and I'm dying to be in bed but I shall (attempt to) update while waiting for Mama and the aunts to be back. ~~~~~ Life has been pretty hectic since my last post and I've had so, so many thoughts during my hiatus but, for some reason, I just couldn't find the right words. Instead, I let those thoughts pass, hoping there would be no reason for them to resurface but, of course, I was too naive to have assumed so. Just 4 days into 2016, we got a call in the wee hours of a Monday morning. Those are the kind of calls I hate the most. And if you know me, you'd know I rarely hate anything. But those calls, they often spell bad news and this was no exception. It was almost 6 in the morning and Mama's phone rang. She jolted awake and barely reached for...